“I’m not going to pretend to be grateful for this shit. I’m not going to be “bright-sided” into contentment with my life. I’m very well aware that it could be worse. “It” has been worse. Better than awful is still not good. I’m not going to celebrate having “MS-lite”. I’m not going to count my blessings. Nothing happens for a reason unless that thing happened as a result of my stupid bad choices. I’m done with trying to be happy with my present circumstances.”